lonely
27-09-10, 19:06
yes i have anorexia nervosa, been away adn what with family and having to eat with them, when i got back on my own, i made myself sick scared incase i gained any weight :weep:
came home weighed myself it was alittle up took laxatives and now its back down to where it was before i went away, im seeing specialist but finding it hard to break this cycle
i hate having to eat tea, ill eat abit at breakfast but still only little compared to other people, abit at lunh and then supper time, but still resort to the laxatives, i can't seem to stop taking them :weep: its all soo hard, my head is a complete mess
came home weighed myself it was alittle up took laxatives and now its back down to where it was before i went away, im seeing specialist but finding it hard to break this cycle
i hate having to eat tea, ill eat abit at breakfast but still only little compared to other people, abit at lunh and then supper time, but still resort to the laxatives, i can't seem to stop taking them :weep: its all soo hard, my head is a complete mess