Fly away Katie
28-09-10, 18:36
Everything in my life has come to a head these past few weeks. I've realised that I cannot take any more. :weep: *I'm actually crying now*:weep:
I've been called self-centered by people that I thought loved me. (I'm not selfish atall, Im just currently self-focused, because of my recent STRONG health worries)
I cant concentrate in my classes.. and My friends dont even listen to me anymore. If the whole class laughs at something I dont, If I DO laugh at something No one else does.. I feel so damn alone :( Like I dont fit in. Ive just wanted to stay home the past week, and have a good old cry cuddling my toy bunny (such a big kid at heart) :P But anyway...
Heres my recent health anxiety story...
About 3 weeks ago, I got pain in my right bottom tummy (not severe) But I totally freaked out every day, and worried none stop every single day (what ifs, appendix ect).. and then it went for a few days :)... then it came back :mad:... and NOW for the pst 3 days, its felt like wind. (in my right bottom still.. but a bit more higher aswel)
Like when I push (for the loo) It hurts like mad.. and I have been passing alot of wind aswell (sorry)... So I got on with uni life...
But just now, I had a wee.. And I got really DEEP pain in my pubic bone area after the wee... and then I had a no 2 aswell.. and i felt a bit better...
Now (half an hour later) the pain in the pubic bone and tummy has calmed down quite a bit... But WHAT on earth caused that pain? :ohmy:
See, mum, the doc and my sis think its just IBS.... The doc said it wasnt anything bad (but that was before the wind feelings like a week ago)
But what I want to know is has ANNYONE experienced all of my symptoms that has IBS? I know its a b*gger... but Id rather have IBS then anything serious...
The pain in the right bottom tummy, went into my groin for a week aswell.
Also my poos dont look that great...
Lots of love Katie.. ANY help would brighten life x x x x x x
I've been called self-centered by people that I thought loved me. (I'm not selfish atall, Im just currently self-focused, because of my recent STRONG health worries)
I cant concentrate in my classes.. and My friends dont even listen to me anymore. If the whole class laughs at something I dont, If I DO laugh at something No one else does.. I feel so damn alone :( Like I dont fit in. Ive just wanted to stay home the past week, and have a good old cry cuddling my toy bunny (such a big kid at heart) :P But anyway...
Heres my recent health anxiety story...
About 3 weeks ago, I got pain in my right bottom tummy (not severe) But I totally freaked out every day, and worried none stop every single day (what ifs, appendix ect).. and then it went for a few days :)... then it came back :mad:... and NOW for the pst 3 days, its felt like wind. (in my right bottom still.. but a bit more higher aswel)
Like when I push (for the loo) It hurts like mad.. and I have been passing alot of wind aswell (sorry)... So I got on with uni life...
But just now, I had a wee.. And I got really DEEP pain in my pubic bone area after the wee... and then I had a no 2 aswell.. and i felt a bit better...
Now (half an hour later) the pain in the pubic bone and tummy has calmed down quite a bit... But WHAT on earth caused that pain? :ohmy:
See, mum, the doc and my sis think its just IBS.... The doc said it wasnt anything bad (but that was before the wind feelings like a week ago)
But what I want to know is has ANNYONE experienced all of my symptoms that has IBS? I know its a b*gger... but Id rather have IBS then anything serious...
The pain in the right bottom tummy, went into my groin for a week aswell.
Also my poos dont look that great...
Lots of love Katie.. ANY help would brighten life x x x x x x