grrr im so tired of all of this ... i just wanna disappear

[flamarella]

im so tired of being sick and tired... i hate worrying all the dame time!! i wake up and start checking for things to be wrong ... i found a small lump in the back of my neck and im convinced its cancer in glands .. ive lost some weight (not alot) and i think its part of the cancer, i have aches and pains and i think OMG its terminal ... im so depressed i hate my LIFE!! i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again!

we are all gonna die anyways right? and here i am wasting my life always thinking im dying its so ridiculous :weep::weep::weep:

[CrazyCatLady]

I hope you feel better today Flamarella, down days are hard.

What kind of treatment are you following?

xxx

[indigo]

Feeling the same at the moment, so much so i am not going into work and feel so guilty feel like i should hand in my notice!

[flamarella]

im not on anything .. ive never been on meds i dont like it