ems43
03-10-10, 12:33
Hi there
I have been struggling with severe anxiety, depression and depersonalisation for about 3 months now. Was prescribed escitalopram which worked brilliantly for me in the past but this time seemed to make things a lot worse... i felt in a constant state of terror like a waking nightmare and ended up in a and e last sunday due to terrifying suicidal thoughts. anyway, saw psychiatrist on friday and prescribed mitazapine. had to start last night and was terrified of starting it, am terrified of everything at the moment. took it and straight away started to think do i feel more weird, do i feel worse? slept straight through which was nice but today woke up feelin really anxious thinking are things worse now, are the meds making me worse? I'm trying to convince myself that this is psychosomatic but just cannot seem to calm myself down. also does anyone have any experiences of takign diazapan with mitaxapine... am also scared of taking these. oh god i look forward ot the day i am not scared to be alive!!
thank you so much for any advice offered xxxxx:)
I have been struggling with severe anxiety, depression and depersonalisation for about 3 months now. Was prescribed escitalopram which worked brilliantly for me in the past but this time seemed to make things a lot worse... i felt in a constant state of terror like a waking nightmare and ended up in a and e last sunday due to terrifying suicidal thoughts. anyway, saw psychiatrist on friday and prescribed mitazapine. had to start last night and was terrified of starting it, am terrified of everything at the moment. took it and straight away started to think do i feel more weird, do i feel worse? slept straight through which was nice but today woke up feelin really anxious thinking are things worse now, are the meds making me worse? I'm trying to convince myself that this is psychosomatic but just cannot seem to calm myself down. also does anyone have any experiences of takign diazapan with mitaxapine... am also scared of taking these. oh god i look forward ot the day i am not scared to be alive!!
thank you so much for any advice offered xxxxx:)