Bluebelle
07-10-10, 21:21
I am really crying and sad.
It is Thanksgiving Holidays in Canada- everyone has a big family meal of turkey and stuffing mashed potatos etc and I am excluded. I am never invited to these things.
My family has no toleration for my anxiety/depression -they think I am faking and things like this always make everything worse.
I shouldn't feel bad because I probably wouldn't be able to go due to my anxiety anyway but it makes me feel so worthless being excluded.
Everyone is making plans for this holiday weekend and cooking big family meals and I feel awful.
I shouldn't care-I am a vegan and don't eat turkey anyway- but I just feel so sad- like they are truly ashamed of me.
It is Thanksgiving Holidays in Canada- everyone has a big family meal of turkey and stuffing mashed potatos etc and I am excluded. I am never invited to these things.
My family has no toleration for my anxiety/depression -they think I am faking and things like this always make everything worse.
I shouldn't feel bad because I probably wouldn't be able to go due to my anxiety anyway but it makes me feel so worthless being excluded.
Everyone is making plans for this holiday weekend and cooking big family meals and I feel awful.
I shouldn't care-I am a vegan and don't eat turkey anyway- but I just feel so sad- like they are truly ashamed of me.