Mondie
09-10-10, 14:44
I am having a really bad day with my anxiety, I can't seem to stop myself from my destructive thoughts.
I have so much wrong with me at the minute; I spend every day with some form of pain. I keep finding lumps that I can't explain, I feel spaced out, tired, fed up, sore, scared - you name it I feel it today. I keep wanting to cry, but don't want to completely lose control.
My new symptom for today is that my pubi mound hurts to touch - if I press it it feels sore - I'm scared in case it's because of something nasty. I would go to the doctors, but I have only recently joined the practice and I haven't found a GP that I can trust yet. They also only let you discuss one problem in the appointmemt and I have so much that needs checking, what do I prioritise??
I hate feeling like this, my life is so substandard. I am relatively young so I shouldn't be aching like an old lady, i should be loving and living life.
Sorry for the moan guys...
I have so much wrong with me at the minute; I spend every day with some form of pain. I keep finding lumps that I can't explain, I feel spaced out, tired, fed up, sore, scared - you name it I feel it today. I keep wanting to cry, but don't want to completely lose control.
My new symptom for today is that my pubi mound hurts to touch - if I press it it feels sore - I'm scared in case it's because of something nasty. I would go to the doctors, but I have only recently joined the practice and I haven't found a GP that I can trust yet. They also only let you discuss one problem in the appointmemt and I have so much that needs checking, what do I prioritise??
I hate feeling like this, my life is so substandard. I am relatively young so I shouldn't be aching like an old lady, i should be loving and living life.
Sorry for the moan guys...