GreyGirl
16-10-10, 22:55
Hello dear people:)
I am coping with anxiety and panic disorder already an year.
I faced up the intrusive thoughts,suicide thoughts,depersonalization,derealization and much more.
Then i started to be in worry if i go crazy!
I can' belive,but i started to have symptoms of insanity as i had symtoms of heart attack before.
I read all about schizophrenia,and my mind now behave as i have it.
My aunt is schizo and she is talking as she has baby etc,but she doesn't have.
I suddenly got a random thought that i will have baby. And this thought doesn't mean normal to me. Even i started to behave as pregnant woman and i can't stop this. I know this thought is bizzare and illogical,but why i have it? why i can't stop it?
I am afraid what if i already have schizophrenia,altrought my therapist said there is no way.
Did u ever had irratonal and bizzare thoughts because of anxiety?
I am so afraid people! Pls help! I will kill myself if this is schizophrenia!
I am coping with anxiety and panic disorder already an year.
I faced up the intrusive thoughts,suicide thoughts,depersonalization,derealization and much more.
Then i started to be in worry if i go crazy!
I can' belive,but i started to have symptoms of insanity as i had symtoms of heart attack before.
I read all about schizophrenia,and my mind now behave as i have it.
My aunt is schizo and she is talking as she has baby etc,but she doesn't have.
I suddenly got a random thought that i will have baby. And this thought doesn't mean normal to me. Even i started to behave as pregnant woman and i can't stop this. I know this thought is bizzare and illogical,but why i have it? why i can't stop it?
I am afraid what if i already have schizophrenia,altrought my therapist said there is no way.
Did u ever had irratonal and bizzare thoughts because of anxiety?
I am so afraid people! Pls help! I will kill myself if this is schizophrenia!