becks xxx
25-10-10, 17:13
Hi all,
Just thought id post on here as i need to let out how im feeling
I really don't understand none of this anymore, my anxiety's been at it's highest for nearly a year now, had a good few weeks and bam the anxiety's got me again
It's normally worse the week before my period however last month i wasn't bad at alll and so happy that i got through it
however this month, it seems to have hit me twice as bad and instead of the one week its 2 weeks before. Now it just feels like i've got it double
I don't understand how i can go from doing so well, understanding the whole thing, coming to grips with distracting myself and fighting my thoughts to this. - questioning the whole thing all over again, afraid i have something else that hasnt been detected. Am i going mad, what if i have bipolar or schitzophrenia..
It's just a joke. I've really had enough now.. why should i bother to put m all in to feel like im getting somewhere, only to be knocked back again and feel like im back at the beginning, just getting worse? So stressed
Just thought id post on here as i need to let out how im feeling
I really don't understand none of this anymore, my anxiety's been at it's highest for nearly a year now, had a good few weeks and bam the anxiety's got me again
It's normally worse the week before my period however last month i wasn't bad at alll and so happy that i got through it
however this month, it seems to have hit me twice as bad and instead of the one week its 2 weeks before. Now it just feels like i've got it double
I don't understand how i can go from doing so well, understanding the whole thing, coming to grips with distracting myself and fighting my thoughts to this. - questioning the whole thing all over again, afraid i have something else that hasnt been detected. Am i going mad, what if i have bipolar or schitzophrenia..
It's just a joke. I've really had enough now.. why should i bother to put m all in to feel like im getting somewhere, only to be knocked back again and feel like im back at the beginning, just getting worse? So stressed