StillyKat
25-10-10, 22:09
Hi everyone,
I am really struggling, after a good few years of feeling myself, something has left me spiralling out of control with my fears. I am often a worrier when it comes to my health but it has taken its toll on me.
At the moment I am feeling so tired, trembling, aches and pains, headaches, pain behind eyes, no energy, anxious, stomach problems including constipation and stomach cramping after eating, although I have a good appetite, acid, hair is coming out quite a lot (I notice more when im washing hair) and just the fear that im dying.
For the past few weeks I think ive had stomach cancer, colon cancer, lymphoma, now Im fearing panceatic cancer due to pain under left rib, back ache and stomach problems. Also have nausea but think it could be due to starting taking propanolol.
Every day im so scared of getting ill and dying, and Im not enjoying anything, I have an appointment with a therpist but its not till next week and im struggling so much. Ive had full blood tests, colonoscopy, endoscopy, laproscopy, abdominal scans, smear and all have been normal apart from laproscopy as I had some endemetriosis.
Im just so unhappy, i sometimes feel like I wanna get hit by a car or something so that I can go into hospital and just get checked out from head to toe!
Just to let you know, Im only 25, but feel much older.
Thanks for listening.xxx
I am really struggling, after a good few years of feeling myself, something has left me spiralling out of control with my fears. I am often a worrier when it comes to my health but it has taken its toll on me.
At the moment I am feeling so tired, trembling, aches and pains, headaches, pain behind eyes, no energy, anxious, stomach problems including constipation and stomach cramping after eating, although I have a good appetite, acid, hair is coming out quite a lot (I notice more when im washing hair) and just the fear that im dying.
For the past few weeks I think ive had stomach cancer, colon cancer, lymphoma, now Im fearing panceatic cancer due to pain under left rib, back ache and stomach problems. Also have nausea but think it could be due to starting taking propanolol.
Every day im so scared of getting ill and dying, and Im not enjoying anything, I have an appointment with a therpist but its not till next week and im struggling so much. Ive had full blood tests, colonoscopy, endoscopy, laproscopy, abdominal scans, smear and all have been normal apart from laproscopy as I had some endemetriosis.
Im just so unhappy, i sometimes feel like I wanna get hit by a car or something so that I can go into hospital and just get checked out from head to toe!
Just to let you know, Im only 25, but feel much older.
Thanks for listening.xxx