Dizz
27-10-10, 20:01
Hi sorry for this as I hate putting my burdon on you all.... but I suddenly feel like I’ve hit rock bottom
Despite deciding that my doc is right any maybe all my symptoms are caused stress/anxiety, and despite a lot of them subsiding some have gone worst.
I feel absolutely **** and it's been gradually getting worse for a few days now and today seems like the worst day of my life.
My sleeping pattern has gone haywire and although I always had the odd problem falling asleep where I'd feel like I was floating and had to sit upright until I finally fell asleap this has suddenly without warning got 1000 times worse.
It's every night now and what was just a wobbly and floaty feeling just as I’m dropping off to sleep, and then having to sit upright until I finally fall asleep around 3am I’M NOW getting a sudden rush like a huge wave rushing over me, it wakes me with a jolt and I have lightleadedness, diziness and a racing pulse that I can feel all over my body. I still prop myself upright and ride it through but even if I do fall asleep it happens again and again and wakes me up.
I feel like I’m full of a cold (although have felt like I’ve been getting a cold for months now)… I’m aching… my visions tired and a bit blurry… my head feels like there is a tight hat around it (sorry that’s the only way I can describe it).. my arms and legs are heavy and wobbly.. I cant concentrate.. and even typing this is hard.
WHY ?? I’ve had the most chilled out few weeks I could have had, no work, hardly any disagreements with family, I’ve played games, listened to music, read relaxation books, listened to relaxation tapes and IGNORED IT everytime I’ve felt a bit ‘off’.
I’ve felt so ‘ill’ today that I have just cried for the past hour on my own and I just want some sleep but I can’t sleep… I want some energy but I’m always exhausted… and I want to feel normal for JUST ONE DAY at least.
I cant go on like this and I even rang to make another appointment with my doctor but he’s booked up.. so I got my hubby to buy me some kalms and a bottle of wine instead !?!? God I'll try anything to sleep
I’m sorry but I had to rant somewhere……. I have never felt this ill in my life and I HATE IT !!!!! Any my poor son is being so understanding although he's fed up too as he says it's not right that I'm always ill and not even driving.
Despite deciding that my doc is right any maybe all my symptoms are caused stress/anxiety, and despite a lot of them subsiding some have gone worst.
I feel absolutely **** and it's been gradually getting worse for a few days now and today seems like the worst day of my life.
My sleeping pattern has gone haywire and although I always had the odd problem falling asleep where I'd feel like I was floating and had to sit upright until I finally fell asleap this has suddenly without warning got 1000 times worse.
It's every night now and what was just a wobbly and floaty feeling just as I’m dropping off to sleep, and then having to sit upright until I finally fall asleep around 3am I’M NOW getting a sudden rush like a huge wave rushing over me, it wakes me with a jolt and I have lightleadedness, diziness and a racing pulse that I can feel all over my body. I still prop myself upright and ride it through but even if I do fall asleep it happens again and again and wakes me up.
I feel like I’m full of a cold (although have felt like I’ve been getting a cold for months now)… I’m aching… my visions tired and a bit blurry… my head feels like there is a tight hat around it (sorry that’s the only way I can describe it).. my arms and legs are heavy and wobbly.. I cant concentrate.. and even typing this is hard.
WHY ?? I’ve had the most chilled out few weeks I could have had, no work, hardly any disagreements with family, I’ve played games, listened to music, read relaxation books, listened to relaxation tapes and IGNORED IT everytime I’ve felt a bit ‘off’.
I’ve felt so ‘ill’ today that I have just cried for the past hour on my own and I just want some sleep but I can’t sleep… I want some energy but I’m always exhausted… and I want to feel normal for JUST ONE DAY at least.
I cant go on like this and I even rang to make another appointment with my doctor but he’s booked up.. so I got my hubby to buy me some kalms and a bottle of wine instead !?!? God I'll try anything to sleep
I’m sorry but I had to rant somewhere……. I have never felt this ill in my life and I HATE IT !!!!! Any my poor son is being so understanding although he's fed up too as he says it's not right that I'm always ill and not even driving.