crazyhayz
28-10-10, 22:24
Why do i feel bruised everywhere on my body? like if i press lightly on my skin it hurts like a bruise, especially in forearms shoulders neck and back... i hate this anxiety :(
my swollen lymph nodes still havent gone, im freaking out now as i really do think its cancer :( im seeing a doctor monday im petrified :(
theres one about 2cm in size on side of my neck not that far up from my collarbone, it doesnt hurt but its squishy and moveable, so i know thats a good sign.. but being painless isnt... :( the others are in the areas of my neck under chin and jaw... To make it all worse, more lymph nodes have come up in my groin (now on both sides) and they dont hurt either, they are harder and less moveable than the ones in my neck..
They first come up 5 weeks ago, went to hospital, did bloods and ultrasound, ultrasound showed swollen lymph nodes and to come back if they get bigger.. well i cant exactly say theyve got bigger but im getting more of them... and they bother me and are giving me panic attacks again :(
i dont feel unwell, and dont have any infection of any kind, so i really am finding it hard to blv this is down to a virus or infection...plus, all my bloods were clear so this shows i wasnt fighting an infection as white blood cell count would be up right?
Im worried sick now as i rly fort theyd be gone by now :( Im not having night sweats or fever or any other symptom of cancer... but i know not all people get these symptoms...
Im so scared, please help :(
PS. on a positive note, i had an echocardiogram due to palps with dizziness and faintness and its all-clear. my heart is perfect apparently, so i no longer have heart anxiety and dont think im just guna drop dead now lol. but this cancer thing is drowning this good news out....:(
my swollen lymph nodes still havent gone, im freaking out now as i really do think its cancer :( im seeing a doctor monday im petrified :(
theres one about 2cm in size on side of my neck not that far up from my collarbone, it doesnt hurt but its squishy and moveable, so i know thats a good sign.. but being painless isnt... :( the others are in the areas of my neck under chin and jaw... To make it all worse, more lymph nodes have come up in my groin (now on both sides) and they dont hurt either, they are harder and less moveable than the ones in my neck..
They first come up 5 weeks ago, went to hospital, did bloods and ultrasound, ultrasound showed swollen lymph nodes and to come back if they get bigger.. well i cant exactly say theyve got bigger but im getting more of them... and they bother me and are giving me panic attacks again :(
i dont feel unwell, and dont have any infection of any kind, so i really am finding it hard to blv this is down to a virus or infection...plus, all my bloods were clear so this shows i wasnt fighting an infection as white blood cell count would be up right?
Im worried sick now as i rly fort theyd be gone by now :( Im not having night sweats or fever or any other symptom of cancer... but i know not all people get these symptoms...
Im so scared, please help :(
PS. on a positive note, i had an echocardiogram due to palps with dizziness and faintness and its all-clear. my heart is perfect apparently, so i no longer have heart anxiety and dont think im just guna drop dead now lol. but this cancer thing is drowning this good news out....:(