miss_moose
31-10-10, 15:11
My fiance has gone to celebrate his dads birthday, in a different town over an hour away from where we live.
Due to my agoraphobia and social phobia i have had to stay at home, on my own.
He went about 11:30am and wont be home until tomorrow morning (Monday).
Due to my phobias i cant leave the house without him, and i dont have any friends so i just feel completely alone and icolated.
I keep crying because i am so bored, Sundays is always worse because theres nothing on TV, and even if there was im sick of just either being on the computer and watching tv. its all i ever do when im stuck in on my own.
I got some card making things yesterday but its not entertaining me as much as i thought it would.
i just dont know what to do or how to make myself feel better, i keep looking at the clock and thinking theres still many hours until i have company again, and after a long day ive then got a whole night to get through aswel.
Due to my agoraphobia and social phobia i have had to stay at home, on my own.
He went about 11:30am and wont be home until tomorrow morning (Monday).
Due to my phobias i cant leave the house without him, and i dont have any friends so i just feel completely alone and icolated.
I keep crying because i am so bored, Sundays is always worse because theres nothing on TV, and even if there was im sick of just either being on the computer and watching tv. its all i ever do when im stuck in on my own.
I got some card making things yesterday but its not entertaining me as much as i thought it would.
i just dont know what to do or how to make myself feel better, i keep looking at the clock and thinking theres still many hours until i have company again, and after a long day ive then got a whole night to get through aswel.