CrazyC
10-11-10, 03:58
Ok so i suffer from Anxiety and Seasonal Depression (which then makes my anxiety worse and i feel totally crazy and shut off from the world) well....
Basically i know i have to change, things have to change and i know its possibly however i have felt a freak and been unable to do things for so long now that i think to myself...what if i hate the new normal me!!
Probably makes no sense but its like as soon as i feel im moving forward and getting better guilt kicks in like a ddevil on my shoulder saying "heeeeey i have been with you for a long time you cant just leave me here" :blush:
Then i back off and give in abit :lac:
I just wondered...does anyone else ever think like this.
I would LOVE to just be NORMAL and be able to do things without over annaylising every situation and talking myself out of it!!!
Basically i know i have to change, things have to change and i know its possibly however i have felt a freak and been unable to do things for so long now that i think to myself...what if i hate the new normal me!!
Probably makes no sense but its like as soon as i feel im moving forward and getting better guilt kicks in like a ddevil on my shoulder saying "heeeeey i have been with you for a long time you cant just leave me here" :blush:
Then i back off and give in abit :lac:
I just wondered...does anyone else ever think like this.
I would LOVE to just be NORMAL and be able to do things without over annaylising every situation and talking myself out of it!!!