PokerFace
12-11-10, 09:36
I turned the Wii fit on last night to do a body test and it kindly reminded me I hadnt visted for 138 DAYS!!! I've had no proper exercsie since June!!
So instead of sitting on my (somewhat rounder =/) bum all day feeling scared and looking for distraction, I'm gonna face my fear of being all alone in the house and exercise anyway and yea I MIGHT give myself a heart attack but atleast I'll have died trying!!
Realised I can't keep waiting for "tomorrow" cuz the way I'm going tomorrow will seriously NEVER come. I'll definatley get chest pains, chest tightness, my heart rate will probably be around 1000 and my anx might even throw in a few ectopics if it's feeling paticularly mean but I'm gonna stick it through to the end! If I do survive (which is highly likely) it will be easier for me to get back doing it everyday again and I feel I'll have made a huge leap forward!
So! Dunno exactly what the point of this thread/rant was ;s think I needed to give myself a motivational speech beforehand or I'd just end up back in bed like "NOOOOO!" Not gonna be a scardey cat today though! :D xx
So instead of sitting on my (somewhat rounder =/) bum all day feeling scared and looking for distraction, I'm gonna face my fear of being all alone in the house and exercise anyway and yea I MIGHT give myself a heart attack but atleast I'll have died trying!!
Realised I can't keep waiting for "tomorrow" cuz the way I'm going tomorrow will seriously NEVER come. I'll definatley get chest pains, chest tightness, my heart rate will probably be around 1000 and my anx might even throw in a few ectopics if it's feeling paticularly mean but I'm gonna stick it through to the end! If I do survive (which is highly likely) it will be easier for me to get back doing it everyday again and I feel I'll have made a huge leap forward!
So! Dunno exactly what the point of this thread/rant was ;s think I needed to give myself a motivational speech beforehand or I'd just end up back in bed like "NOOOOO!" Not gonna be a scardey cat today though! :D xx