Starscream
17-11-10, 12:10
All started when I looked online when I had an itch rash "down there". Stressed myself out one day and since then, I have focused on several illnesses. I see them more in the paper, they are constantly in my dreams, when I look online they're the first thing that come up and generally I am getting to the point where I am thinking about doing some terrible things to myself.
Every problem I have is mouth related. It was ulcers constantly last year, this year it's been a red patch at the side of my tongue (Geographic tongue I have been told) and I see it's related to the worst illnesses you can imagine, as well as coating at the back and general sores in my cheeks.
I can't deal with it now. It's been too long, I can't take in what doctors tell me, I am sure that I have something in me that they can't find and that Google is correct as why else would it be there ?
Anyone else like me able to relate to any of those symptoms ?
I have a serious habit of going online and making myself sick in the toilet at work now for the past 2 years.
No one can help with my mouth problems now. it can't be anxiety.
I don't even know when I've had the red patch either. Noticed it last December properly, if it's been there before, I don't know for how long. I use an inhaler a lot, dunno if it's that, certainly doesn't seem to mention anything about it.
Fed up of constantly feeling bad news is around the corner and always fearing the worst.
I'm 25 and I can't see me living til 30 the way I am
Every problem I have is mouth related. It was ulcers constantly last year, this year it's been a red patch at the side of my tongue (Geographic tongue I have been told) and I see it's related to the worst illnesses you can imagine, as well as coating at the back and general sores in my cheeks.
I can't deal with it now. It's been too long, I can't take in what doctors tell me, I am sure that I have something in me that they can't find and that Google is correct as why else would it be there ?
Anyone else like me able to relate to any of those symptoms ?
I have a serious habit of going online and making myself sick in the toilet at work now for the past 2 years.
No one can help with my mouth problems now. it can't be anxiety.
I don't even know when I've had the red patch either. Noticed it last December properly, if it's been there before, I don't know for how long. I use an inhaler a lot, dunno if it's that, certainly doesn't seem to mention anything about it.
Fed up of constantly feeling bad news is around the corner and always fearing the worst.
I'm 25 and I can't see me living til 30 the way I am