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23-11-10, 14:50
Hi everyone,
I developed anxiety this year end of July. I had health anxiety for about two months and was back and forth to the docs. When he finally told me what he thought it was (I knew all along) my symtoms got alot better. But, that same day I got told about an attempted suicide in our family and for the past two months have been constantly scared I would try it. It's really gotten me down and now I think I may be getting depression as a result. When I first statrting thinking about it I was so scared I could barley eat and sleep. Through this time I also has thoughts that I would kill my Mum, these didn't last long thank god. I'm so scared about committing suicide impulsively and have read about it on the net that it does happen (sometimes I wish I didn't read things on the net). During work I'm scared I'll just walk out and go do something stupid but I never think beyond that. Once I start thinking this though I can feel my anxiety kick in and I feel dizzy and can feel a panic attack come on (never had one before but funnily enough I can feel one come on). I'm also scared about being depressed and feeling like there's no way out. I'm not sure if this is still part of anxiety, OCD or depression. Anyone else feel the same? When I look towards the future I feel dread as I don't want to still have these thoughts futher down the line! Any help appreciated thanks xx
I developed anxiety this year end of July. I had health anxiety for about two months and was back and forth to the docs. When he finally told me what he thought it was (I knew all along) my symtoms got alot better. But, that same day I got told about an attempted suicide in our family and for the past two months have been constantly scared I would try it. It's really gotten me down and now I think I may be getting depression as a result. When I first statrting thinking about it I was so scared I could barley eat and sleep. Through this time I also has thoughts that I would kill my Mum, these didn't last long thank god. I'm so scared about committing suicide impulsively and have read about it on the net that it does happen (sometimes I wish I didn't read things on the net). During work I'm scared I'll just walk out and go do something stupid but I never think beyond that. Once I start thinking this though I can feel my anxiety kick in and I feel dizzy and can feel a panic attack come on (never had one before but funnily enough I can feel one come on). I'm also scared about being depressed and feeling like there's no way out. I'm not sure if this is still part of anxiety, OCD or depression. Anyone else feel the same? When I look towards the future I feel dread as I don't want to still have these thoughts futher down the line! Any help appreciated thanks xx