shaz14
24-11-10, 15:40
Is anyone else scared to be in their own body? Every morning when I wake up I have an overwhelmimg feeling of dread that I have woken up in the same body. Sounds crazy I know but I hate being me. I hate the thought that I will always be me with this anxiety and a body that feels ill all the time.
I also have a rush of panic everytime this thought goes through my head. I guess I want to get away from me....but that's just not possible :weep:
Does anyone else feel like their mind and body are 2 separate things? Both appear to be broken and I can't seem to fix either. It's really making me hate life and I'm so anxious to make it all go away that I'm scared I will resort to something drastic.
I wonder why I have been put on this earth to lead such a terrifying life. Is any of this real? Oh help, think I'm stuck halfway between sane and mad. It's an awful place to be not one nor the other.
Please can someone reassure me that what I am feeling will go away or that just one other person has felt like this and come out the other side....please help
I also have a rush of panic everytime this thought goes through my head. I guess I want to get away from me....but that's just not possible :weep:
Does anyone else feel like their mind and body are 2 separate things? Both appear to be broken and I can't seem to fix either. It's really making me hate life and I'm so anxious to make it all go away that I'm scared I will resort to something drastic.
I wonder why I have been put on this earth to lead such a terrifying life. Is any of this real? Oh help, think I'm stuck halfway between sane and mad. It's an awful place to be not one nor the other.
Please can someone reassure me that what I am feeling will go away or that just one other person has felt like this and come out the other side....please help