ju5t1n917
18-03-06, 08:00
This is very complicated and im just wondering if anyone else ever feels like this... Ok... July morning i woke up thinking i couldnt breathe... went to the hospital.. everything was fine... tried to go to sleep later... thought i couldnt breathe again... went to the hospital.. found out that i was breathing TOO much... Ever since then it has bene down hill... I always think something is wrong with me even when i have no symptoms, i will make myself think i have something wrong with me... like sometimes i see little white sparks in vision and sometimes a black dot... and if i ever get a headache with that.. then im like omg i got a brain tumor and i want to sit down and cry and then i start thinking i have MS... then i read something about testicular cancer and what do you know... i all at sudden think i have it because i have gasteropical (or somehting.. its like acid reflux)... Then I drunk too much caffeine and it was hurting when i used the bathroom and i thought i had prostate cancer so i got checked for that.. everything fine... I have had every single test i think, CT scans (with and without dye like 3 times from 2 different hospitals), blood test, urine test, eye exams... Then I get myself worrying... "What if something is wrong with me and they just cant find it"... I was evening watching Dr. Phil awhile back and thought i had tourettes and i held my neck so tight for like 1 weeks straight... then shortly after that i thought i had partkinson's disease... I mean its one thing after another.. all day long... i dont know what to do with it... iv learned to cope with it alil bit... i used to just sit down n cry and think that it would be just be better if i was dead... I'm only 16 years old and iv been told that ppl around my age tend to go thru this stage... How come none of my friends have the same problem i have? Does anyone else have these problems? How can i help myself to get over this?... Also.. sometimes I may hear something.. like when my speakers are turned low and some sound goes thru.. and sometimes i think im just crazy and i think its a brain tumor and its making me hear things... Does anyone else have these problems?.... Oh yea... I been have heart palpitations.. but i have had a EKG and my heart is fine... Can this be caused by gas? It happens evenwhen im not nervous sometimes..