pinkypinkuk
28-11-10, 12:26
hi my name is cat 26, i had it all loving family a great boyfriend a great home life, my life is a mess right know, i dont no where to start, im sorry if this is all over the place i cant think stright,
about a year ago my dad got a job in dubai and moved out there i was really close to my dad so that hit me hard then about 8 months ago i fall and hurt my back it hurt when i fall then pain went away, then about 2 weeks later it clicked the pain was unbeliveable i was in bed for 2-3 weeks cound not move, i alredy have a illness of miragres which didnt help, i run the family bussiens i cound'nt aford to take time off work, about 2 months later it clicked in, then about 5 weeks ago it poped out again i have been in so much pain with it i just find out i have slipped a disk in my lower back, it was killing my boyfriend seeing me in so much pain he was dead helpfull i need to get a cat scan in a few weeks, a few night ago it all got to much on my boyfriend all the work and trying to help me, he cracked with it all we had a huge fight and somthing happened i needed a friend to talk to (my boyfriends brothers ex girlfriend) she hates my boyfriends family and said she will do any thing to get pay back, right getting back to it, so i phones her and her new boyfriend is a poilce man, i live in scotland and she lives in plymouth, her boyfriend phoned the police in plymouth and got the police to come to me, the police said they need to speck to my boyfriend so last night i tock him up to the police staion they charged him i dont no y, he now is in jail, he is my rock my life everything to me, when the police came back out to tell my mum i was outside she came out to tell me that he was charged and has court on tuesday, my boyfrind is one one the good ones he dont drink dont take drugs will go out his way to help any one, any way when i was told i couldnt breath i collapsed to the floor landing on my knees in the snow i was being sick cos i cound not get the air in my lungs, my back when in to a spasm and could not move the police hard my mum shouting for help and came ranning out, i was rushed to hosptail, i was also having a panic attack, was in hospatail all night just got home now,, i feel so sorry for my mum as its her birthday to day her only child ends up in hosptail and her son in law to be in jail, and my dad in dubai because of his job great birthday she is having, o and its my cousin's funeral to morrow i really dont no what to do, i need my boyfriend out of jail and i dont no how to get him out, im in so much pain, i haved tryed phoing all my friend to talk but no one whats to no, i just really need some one to read my story and have a nice thing to say to me. im on 15 pilles a day cos of my back and i really fell like ending it all what is the point any more, im sorry agin if this is alover the place.
about a year ago my dad got a job in dubai and moved out there i was really close to my dad so that hit me hard then about 8 months ago i fall and hurt my back it hurt when i fall then pain went away, then about 2 weeks later it clicked the pain was unbeliveable i was in bed for 2-3 weeks cound not move, i alredy have a illness of miragres which didnt help, i run the family bussiens i cound'nt aford to take time off work, about 2 months later it clicked in, then about 5 weeks ago it poped out again i have been in so much pain with it i just find out i have slipped a disk in my lower back, it was killing my boyfriend seeing me in so much pain he was dead helpfull i need to get a cat scan in a few weeks, a few night ago it all got to much on my boyfriend all the work and trying to help me, he cracked with it all we had a huge fight and somthing happened i needed a friend to talk to (my boyfriends brothers ex girlfriend) she hates my boyfriends family and said she will do any thing to get pay back, right getting back to it, so i phones her and her new boyfriend is a poilce man, i live in scotland and she lives in plymouth, her boyfriend phoned the police in plymouth and got the police to come to me, the police said they need to speck to my boyfriend so last night i tock him up to the police staion they charged him i dont no y, he now is in jail, he is my rock my life everything to me, when the police came back out to tell my mum i was outside she came out to tell me that he was charged and has court on tuesday, my boyfrind is one one the good ones he dont drink dont take drugs will go out his way to help any one, any way when i was told i couldnt breath i collapsed to the floor landing on my knees in the snow i was being sick cos i cound not get the air in my lungs, my back when in to a spasm and could not move the police hard my mum shouting for help and came ranning out, i was rushed to hosptail, i was also having a panic attack, was in hospatail all night just got home now,, i feel so sorry for my mum as its her birthday to day her only child ends up in hosptail and her son in law to be in jail, and my dad in dubai because of his job great birthday she is having, o and its my cousin's funeral to morrow i really dont no what to do, i need my boyfriend out of jail and i dont no how to get him out, im in so much pain, i haved tryed phoing all my friend to talk but no one whats to no, i just really need some one to read my story and have a nice thing to say to me. im on 15 pilles a day cos of my back and i really fell like ending it all what is the point any more, im sorry agin if this is alover the place.