MrsNervous
02-12-10, 19:51
I have appointment with consultant to hear the result of my CT Colonography that I had a week ago. To say I am cacking myself is an understatement. I am SOOOOOOOO scared of what he may say to me.
I asked him during my initial consultation did he think my symptoms were a sign of something sinister and he said not at all. I got myself so upset a few days later that hubby rang and spoke to his assistant and she said that I should relax as after I had left the room I gave him no concerns at all, but ...
yes, the anxiety demon that sits on my shoulder is driving me crazy. I have had a very emotional week, ok one minute, tears the next. Keep telling myself that what will be will be but I am really starting to feel the anxiety levels crank up now. Can't bear the thought of going to bed later as I don't think I'll be able to sleep. Can see a restless night ahead and probably end up watching tv to take my mind off it.
Need a cyber hug and lots of positive thoughts. I have appointment with my GP on Monday to discuss with her the possibility of getting help to deal with my fear of death and health anxiety issues as I was such a blubbering wreck during my appointment with my consultant that I need to sort this out. I did it with my fear of flying so I'm sure with some support I can find a coping strategy for my anxiety when faced with a medical problem/hospital procedure.
Got a supportive hubby, but he is so bloomin laid back I don't think he truly understands what its like to be bogged down with fear like this :weep:
I asked him during my initial consultation did he think my symptoms were a sign of something sinister and he said not at all. I got myself so upset a few days later that hubby rang and spoke to his assistant and she said that I should relax as after I had left the room I gave him no concerns at all, but ...
yes, the anxiety demon that sits on my shoulder is driving me crazy. I have had a very emotional week, ok one minute, tears the next. Keep telling myself that what will be will be but I am really starting to feel the anxiety levels crank up now. Can't bear the thought of going to bed later as I don't think I'll be able to sleep. Can see a restless night ahead and probably end up watching tv to take my mind off it.
Need a cyber hug and lots of positive thoughts. I have appointment with my GP on Monday to discuss with her the possibility of getting help to deal with my fear of death and health anxiety issues as I was such a blubbering wreck during my appointment with my consultant that I need to sort this out. I did it with my fear of flying so I'm sure with some support I can find a coping strategy for my anxiety when faced with a medical problem/hospital procedure.
Got a supportive hubby, but he is so bloomin laid back I don't think he truly understands what its like to be bogged down with fear like this :weep: