Sarah Louise
03-12-10, 18:43
Hi everyone,
Well everything was going great CBT was going well the 40mg of Citalopram was doing me wonders and now CRASH its all come falling down and has hit me worse than ever, mainly because i was not prepared for it and just thought i was cured.
I went to the doctors for the first time in months because i have had trouble with my water works i went expecting her to say nothing was wrong but instead she said you have traces of blood in your urine and white cells which = melt down.
I have never panic so much in my life whats with me all the months of hard work and feel back to square 1! Doctor has put my tablets up to 60mg which is making me feel worse i have my 11 month old who demands my attension but because i am so down with anxiety she misses out and i feel so guilty. :weep:
Hope everyone is well love Sarah
History despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but faced with courage, need not be lived again!
Well everything was going great CBT was going well the 40mg of Citalopram was doing me wonders and now CRASH its all come falling down and has hit me worse than ever, mainly because i was not prepared for it and just thought i was cured.
I went to the doctors for the first time in months because i have had trouble with my water works i went expecting her to say nothing was wrong but instead she said you have traces of blood in your urine and white cells which = melt down.
I have never panic so much in my life whats with me all the months of hard work and feel back to square 1! Doctor has put my tablets up to 60mg which is making me feel worse i have my 11 month old who demands my attension but because i am so down with anxiety she misses out and i feel so guilty. :weep:
Hope everyone is well love Sarah
History despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but faced with courage, need not be lived again!