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04-12-10, 19:02
I've been struggling the past few nights with PA's and I need some reassurance!
The other night I was on a Late-Night-Early shift...that's 25 solid hours, with a "sleep" in the middle. I didn't get any sleep because I panicked and had quite a bad episode that lasted 4 hours, on and off the phone to my ex boyfriend (who's my best friend, complicated I kn.) Last night I was at home but so tired I slept quite quickly, although did feel panicked. Today Im feeling horrible again, just like the other night before I had my PA.... I keep thinking "I dont care if have a PA because nothing bad will happen" but I need reassurance that there's nothing wrong with me =[ and a hug!
The other night I was on a Late-Night-Early shift...that's 25 solid hours, with a "sleep" in the middle. I didn't get any sleep because I panicked and had quite a bad episode that lasted 4 hours, on and off the phone to my ex boyfriend (who's my best friend, complicated I kn.) Last night I was at home but so tired I slept quite quickly, although did feel panicked. Today Im feeling horrible again, just like the other night before I had my PA.... I keep thinking "I dont care if have a PA because nothing bad will happen" but I need reassurance that there's nothing wrong with me =[ and a hug!