miniholly
05-12-10, 01:55
I don't really have a question to ask, more of a rant.
I'm so fed up of having HA, I worry about every symptom I have, even sneezing worries me now!
I check my body everyday for lumps, I check my spit to make sure I'm not coughing up blood, I'm forever looking at myself in the mirror to notice any rashes or swellings, I get worried the moment I get tired and think it's something sinister.
It's really wrecking my life and I feel extremely grumpy with it lately.
I've been burning up a bit and immediatley I thought I had cancer even though I know there's several bugs going around.
I've tried counselling and seen a psychatrist but none have helped, tried anti-deprassants to but they made me worse! (i'm under 18 so there's only so much they can prescribe me)
i'm really fed up of all this now I just want to live a normal life. Small things are annoying me because of my health anxiety and I broke down in front of my boyfriend the other day, I jsut cannot stand it anymore! :weep:
what else can i do? my life is really seeming to become meaningless x
I'm so fed up of having HA, I worry about every symptom I have, even sneezing worries me now!
I check my body everyday for lumps, I check my spit to make sure I'm not coughing up blood, I'm forever looking at myself in the mirror to notice any rashes or swellings, I get worried the moment I get tired and think it's something sinister.
It's really wrecking my life and I feel extremely grumpy with it lately.
I've been burning up a bit and immediatley I thought I had cancer even though I know there's several bugs going around.
I've tried counselling and seen a psychatrist but none have helped, tried anti-deprassants to but they made me worse! (i'm under 18 so there's only so much they can prescribe me)
i'm really fed up of all this now I just want to live a normal life. Small things are annoying me because of my health anxiety and I broke down in front of my boyfriend the other day, I jsut cannot stand it anymore! :weep:
what else can i do? my life is really seeming to become meaningless x