eeyorelover
07-12-10, 07:47
Hey everyone.
I finally have a job interview in the morning and I'm FREAKING OUT!
Don't get me wrong. I want a job...We definitely need the money...but I've been sitting at home on my rear for a year and truthfully I like it:blush:
I'm not sure how much of it is my agoraphobia telling me I don't really HAVE to go out and get a job. The trap of being so comfortable and feeling safe in my own little world, playing by my rules.
Or my SA telling me in the back of my head that no one is going to like me and every word out of my mouth will sound like...DORK DORK DORK DUMB DUMB DUMB.....:wacko:
And the all important....how can I sleep half the day and stay insomniac all nite long if I have to get up in the morning! LOL
So on the one hand I know what I need to do and on the other the little anxiety voice inside of me is trying to sabotage me and put all these negative thoughts in my head.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So wish me luck, say a prayer for strength and non-dorkiness for me if you would please.
And dear Lord please don't let these ladies I'm interviewing with be looking for a makeup wearing, girly girl cuz if that is part of the criteria, I'M SO SCREWED!!
That's the job I need!
Looking for a tell it like it is, no bull, no makeup wearing gal who thinks dressing up is wearing a bra and shoes, who thinks a great looking outfit is one that doesn't have any spots from god knows what on it, doesn't mind getting her hands dirty, has an odd sense of humor, no tact, but thoughtful, and is willing to put her foot in her mouth often:winks:
Where the heck are those jobs????
hehehe
MWAH
xxx
Sandy
I finally have a job interview in the morning and I'm FREAKING OUT!
Don't get me wrong. I want a job...We definitely need the money...but I've been sitting at home on my rear for a year and truthfully I like it:blush:
I'm not sure how much of it is my agoraphobia telling me I don't really HAVE to go out and get a job. The trap of being so comfortable and feeling safe in my own little world, playing by my rules.
Or my SA telling me in the back of my head that no one is going to like me and every word out of my mouth will sound like...DORK DORK DORK DUMB DUMB DUMB.....:wacko:
And the all important....how can I sleep half the day and stay insomniac all nite long if I have to get up in the morning! LOL
So on the one hand I know what I need to do and on the other the little anxiety voice inside of me is trying to sabotage me and put all these negative thoughts in my head.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So wish me luck, say a prayer for strength and non-dorkiness for me if you would please.
And dear Lord please don't let these ladies I'm interviewing with be looking for a makeup wearing, girly girl cuz if that is part of the criteria, I'M SO SCREWED!!
That's the job I need!
Looking for a tell it like it is, no bull, no makeup wearing gal who thinks dressing up is wearing a bra and shoes, who thinks a great looking outfit is one that doesn't have any spots from god knows what on it, doesn't mind getting her hands dirty, has an odd sense of humor, no tact, but thoughtful, and is willing to put her foot in her mouth often:winks:
Where the heck are those jobs????
hehehe
MWAH
xxx
Sandy