Genie
10-12-10, 09:58
Hi everyone,
28 weeks and I'm feeling really alone today. I've got a lot of what I know are irrational fears about getting ill/the baby getting sick. I'm sat here crying because my husband bought me a fruit juice from Cafe Nero and didn't check the date, and the barista took it off the cup so whenf he brought it home I couldn't check. I felt so awful he'd gone out to buy it that I drank it, and am now terrified that I'm going to get food poisoning which will hurt the baby.
But when I explained to my husband how frightened I was he way he told me to stop looking for things to worry about and shouted at me. I'm just feeling so lonely and have done for the past couple of weeks since I had flu, like no one understands what it is like to struggle with this for such a long time, to never be able to let it go. I know it is hard for my family, but they get to do other things and forget about it, and I am stuck feeling frightened all the time. I don't want to take medication, and the CBT just doesn't feel enough right now. If anyone has any suggestions please let me know!:weep:
28 weeks and I'm feeling really alone today. I've got a lot of what I know are irrational fears about getting ill/the baby getting sick. I'm sat here crying because my husband bought me a fruit juice from Cafe Nero and didn't check the date, and the barista took it off the cup so whenf he brought it home I couldn't check. I felt so awful he'd gone out to buy it that I drank it, and am now terrified that I'm going to get food poisoning which will hurt the baby.
But when I explained to my husband how frightened I was he way he told me to stop looking for things to worry about and shouted at me. I'm just feeling so lonely and have done for the past couple of weeks since I had flu, like no one understands what it is like to struggle with this for such a long time, to never be able to let it go. I know it is hard for my family, but they get to do other things and forget about it, and I am stuck feeling frightened all the time. I don't want to take medication, and the CBT just doesn't feel enough right now. If anyone has any suggestions please let me know!:weep: