danigirl
17-12-10, 06:31
Hi everyone my name is Dani.
Im 20 years old and new to this site. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression ever since i was about 10. So it feels like a never ending journey for me. I have my ups and downs and today feels like a real downer for me. This whole semester actually.
My panic attacks are much more frequent and uncontrollable at times. i sometimes cannot sit through a class without feeling like something is going to happen and i wont be able to escape. i have never ending fear that something medically is wrong with me i am constantly going to the doctors to make sure i am okay. I am on anxiety medication which i take everyday and it has made a difference but talking to people who understand is what i hope will keep me going.
Its been a rough few months with my boyfriend whom ive been with for 3 years now. but lately i have become so attached to him and smother him bc he makes me feel so happy that i am driving him away and making it uncomfortable for both of us. i wish i wasnt like this but i am slowly ruining his life as well as mine and it really isnt fair.
i dont know what to do with myself anymore im a paranoid wreck who doesnt know how to live happily and its really starting to interfere with my relationships i feel like i have no friends or anyone to go to. :/ please help anyone that can lend a hand i really would appreciate any advice or kind words.
Im 20 years old and new to this site. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression ever since i was about 10. So it feels like a never ending journey for me. I have my ups and downs and today feels like a real downer for me. This whole semester actually.
My panic attacks are much more frequent and uncontrollable at times. i sometimes cannot sit through a class without feeling like something is going to happen and i wont be able to escape. i have never ending fear that something medically is wrong with me i am constantly going to the doctors to make sure i am okay. I am on anxiety medication which i take everyday and it has made a difference but talking to people who understand is what i hope will keep me going.
Its been a rough few months with my boyfriend whom ive been with for 3 years now. but lately i have become so attached to him and smother him bc he makes me feel so happy that i am driving him away and making it uncomfortable for both of us. i wish i wasnt like this but i am slowly ruining his life as well as mine and it really isnt fair.
i dont know what to do with myself anymore im a paranoid wreck who doesnt know how to live happily and its really starting to interfere with my relationships i feel like i have no friends or anyone to go to. :/ please help anyone that can lend a hand i really would appreciate any advice or kind words.