Ambers
19-12-10, 15:39
I really am doing well with PA, I am going places and using non avoidance techniques and doing the on-line CBT. I know I still have a long way to go but I was looking forward to the next hurdle..but..
I have swine flu - got it on Wednesday and everytime I feel a wee bit better and think I am over the worse, it gets worse.
I feel like I am going to die especially as I have asthma. I am now taking antiB's which I had left over just in case I have a chest infection brought on by the swine flu. Bad I know, but I hate going to the doctors and bothering them... and my chest is rattling from my cough.
Everytime I get up from bed I pass out..I am so weak and I am as white as the snow outside. I had lost weight from a bad PA attack in August and never put the weight on.. so now I look even worse...seriously. I am forcing food and drink into me but I feel so ill. Please please, if someone as had this before how long will it be before I start to recover. I am so upset and feel like the worse mummy and wife in the world :(
I think I am not strong enough to beat this phyically :weep:
I have swine flu - got it on Wednesday and everytime I feel a wee bit better and think I am over the worse, it gets worse.
I feel like I am going to die especially as I have asthma. I am now taking antiB's which I had left over just in case I have a chest infection brought on by the swine flu. Bad I know, but I hate going to the doctors and bothering them... and my chest is rattling from my cough.
Everytime I get up from bed I pass out..I am so weak and I am as white as the snow outside. I had lost weight from a bad PA attack in August and never put the weight on.. so now I look even worse...seriously. I am forcing food and drink into me but I feel so ill. Please please, if someone as had this before how long will it be before I start to recover. I am so upset and feel like the worse mummy and wife in the world :(
I think I am not strong enough to beat this phyically :weep: