Mogwog
20-12-10, 14:56
Not really asking for advice although if anyone has any that would be great. Just need to write it down.
I was panicking about 2 weeks ago as I found a small moveable lump in my collarbone about the size of a very small petit pois. Anyway went to docs who said it was fine. I had got myself into a right state as if you google this it says that in 99% of cases an ENLARGED gland is a sign of a cancer in breast lung or abdomen. (obviously my gland isnt enlarged at the size it is)
I had been fiddling with my collarbone area for a while after I had found the node as i became obsessed with it. The area is quite tender now.
Anyway I can feel a "swelling" of some kind near the node now its alot bigger than the node and is softer but to me it feels like another gland and I am back to square one worrying that its cancer. I'm not sure if its been there all along as I wasn't really feeling that area. I went to the docs about it and she said she didnt know what it was - couldnt be sure it wasnt a gland and couldn't say it was:shrug: anyway I have basically been planning my own funeral since finding it, I actually just cannot cope with it at the moment and just want whatever it is to go.
Its in my right collarbone and when I turn my head to the side I cant feel it anymore - If it was a bad swollen gland, would I be able to feel it whatever position my head/neck was in??
I appreciate no one on here can diagnose me.
I can't sleep, eat, I cry all of the time, start panicking that I am dying. My Dr put me on Fluxotine.
I just want ti to go away and i'm scared it won't and that I have cancer. I really truly believe I do.:weep:
Thank you for reading.
I was panicking about 2 weeks ago as I found a small moveable lump in my collarbone about the size of a very small petit pois. Anyway went to docs who said it was fine. I had got myself into a right state as if you google this it says that in 99% of cases an ENLARGED gland is a sign of a cancer in breast lung or abdomen. (obviously my gland isnt enlarged at the size it is)
I had been fiddling with my collarbone area for a while after I had found the node as i became obsessed with it. The area is quite tender now.
Anyway I can feel a "swelling" of some kind near the node now its alot bigger than the node and is softer but to me it feels like another gland and I am back to square one worrying that its cancer. I'm not sure if its been there all along as I wasn't really feeling that area. I went to the docs about it and she said she didnt know what it was - couldnt be sure it wasnt a gland and couldn't say it was:shrug: anyway I have basically been planning my own funeral since finding it, I actually just cannot cope with it at the moment and just want whatever it is to go.
Its in my right collarbone and when I turn my head to the side I cant feel it anymore - If it was a bad swollen gland, would I be able to feel it whatever position my head/neck was in??
I appreciate no one on here can diagnose me.
I can't sleep, eat, I cry all of the time, start panicking that I am dying. My Dr put me on Fluxotine.
I just want ti to go away and i'm scared it won't and that I have cancer. I really truly believe I do.:weep:
Thank you for reading.