miniholly
22-12-10, 20:12
hi everyone,
for a few months now (i'd say since about...august maybe?) ive had a strange left sided pain which i've been told is muscular, but i can't help but think its my spleen rupturing or something!
the night before i got this pain though i remember reading a bit on lymphoma and the spleen swelling up, then of course the next day i had the pains and have now diagnoised myself with lmyphoma/lukemia.
i just can't seem to believe it's muscular as surely it would've gone? sometimes i'll get the odd twinge but its not overly painful.
feels like a pulled muscle sometimes when i've slept funny (sleeping next to my boyfriend is the worst :p). nothing FEELS swollen and it doesn't hurt if i press down, the logical side of my brain is saying it IS muscular or even just a bit of IBS however the other side of my brain seems to disagree and tells me its my spleen and i'm inevitably going to die from it :doh:
i'm literally scared stiff at the moment
please help somebody? :( xxx
for a few months now (i'd say since about...august maybe?) ive had a strange left sided pain which i've been told is muscular, but i can't help but think its my spleen rupturing or something!
the night before i got this pain though i remember reading a bit on lymphoma and the spleen swelling up, then of course the next day i had the pains and have now diagnoised myself with lmyphoma/lukemia.
i just can't seem to believe it's muscular as surely it would've gone? sometimes i'll get the odd twinge but its not overly painful.
feels like a pulled muscle sometimes when i've slept funny (sleeping next to my boyfriend is the worst :p). nothing FEELS swollen and it doesn't hurt if i press down, the logical side of my brain is saying it IS muscular or even just a bit of IBS however the other side of my brain seems to disagree and tells me its my spleen and i'm inevitably going to die from it :doh:
i'm literally scared stiff at the moment
please help somebody? :( xxx