j2
22-12-10, 21:13
I am a long time sufferer of HA. I am 40, relatively healthy and trying hard to quit smoking. I am having aches, pains, cramps, cold sensations on my skin, half of my face feels odd and I am having some dizziness. I am also feeling weak in my forearms and legs. None of these are new but I just can't escape the idea that I have something horrible and "this time" is for real. I am not on meds and just can't stand the idea of seeing another doctor. I had a clean cbc in October and i just need a break from this nightmare. I am not even sure why I am posting. I know this is anxiety but I also "know" this is some horrible disease that will kill or debilitate me. I could use someone to listen and I guess that is why I am posting. Thanks