Why me????

[Dsaundo2010]

Without sounding smug, I have a good life I have a beatifull son and a loving Wife and another child on the way! But since september this year i have felt like this anxiety/panic is taking over my life everyday is a battle with attack after attack i am really starting to feel that i would be better off dead! I would never take my own life but i feel like i cannot go on like this! already today i have had four panic attacks i have the feeling of tightness in my chest and my head pounds!!!! Why me i just wana live my life!!!!!

[Dsaundo2010]

Hi,
I'v had counselling it worked for a while but the feelings i get overwhelm any coping techniques (if that makes sense?) i just feel like im getting worse but i guess its still only early days i'v only had this since september.