flamarella
26-12-10, 13:48
Hello everyone,
i know that everyone in here has had an HIV worry atleast once, however, for me this is never ending fear. i heard a rumur that one of my ex had hiv i heard it recently. i got tested when i was pregnant (about 2 years after i met my ex) and it was negative, also my son is 6 and is healthy. my husband has has donated blood several times and its always fine .. but here i am worried sick i cant breath and i feel like im going to faint from all this worry. i know what everyone is going to say .. go get tested again.. NO im terrified .. i dont even want to know, what would be the point ... these spells of anxiety always comes with a trigger like for example i just realized i have dandruff and i hardly ever get that, i know it is normal, however, it also happens to people with hiv. i just need a similar story or someone who worries about this to please be here for me :weep::weep::weep::weep::weep::weep:
i know that everyone in here has had an HIV worry atleast once, however, for me this is never ending fear. i heard a rumur that one of my ex had hiv i heard it recently. i got tested when i was pregnant (about 2 years after i met my ex) and it was negative, also my son is 6 and is healthy. my husband has has donated blood several times and its always fine .. but here i am worried sick i cant breath and i feel like im going to faint from all this worry. i know what everyone is going to say .. go get tested again.. NO im terrified .. i dont even want to know, what would be the point ... these spells of anxiety always comes with a trigger like for example i just realized i have dandruff and i hardly ever get that, i know it is normal, however, it also happens to people with hiv. i just need a similar story or someone who worries about this to please be here for me :weep::weep::weep::weep::weep::weep: