bluesparkle
24-03-06, 10:53
hi
well i seem to have one last hurdle to get over and need some advice please...
i have come so far and as some of you know am now back to work and i love it... even on a bad day i go and enjoy it so i know i have made great prgress... also my partner is moving in with me ... there is so amy good things going on
but there is one last thing that over shadows everything and it is a little bit embarrasing.. i dont like to talk about it but i have learnt to trust people on here and know that i can ask anything without being judged
i have a health phobia but it is not about me... it is about others and mainly my family but most of all my partner...
it has led to a bad few days... and i want to fight this like i have the rest of my problems...
i constantly worry about it...
the mornings are the worse(i know many people suffer bad then)
but im not sure where to go for help...
can i do this myself or should i find some counselling or something... and if so where from?
i feel that once i have this under control then things will be really good.
i know i need to change my nagative thoughts but not sure how and will do anything to jump this final hurdle.
thank you all for all your help that has got me this far
rach
well i seem to have one last hurdle to get over and need some advice please...
i have come so far and as some of you know am now back to work and i love it... even on a bad day i go and enjoy it so i know i have made great prgress... also my partner is moving in with me ... there is so amy good things going on
but there is one last thing that over shadows everything and it is a little bit embarrasing.. i dont like to talk about it but i have learnt to trust people on here and know that i can ask anything without being judged
i have a health phobia but it is not about me... it is about others and mainly my family but most of all my partner...
it has led to a bad few days... and i want to fight this like i have the rest of my problems...
i constantly worry about it...
the mornings are the worse(i know many people suffer bad then)
but im not sure where to go for help...
can i do this myself or should i find some counselling or something... and if so where from?
i feel that once i have this under control then things will be really good.
i know i need to change my nagative thoughts but not sure how and will do anything to jump this final hurdle.
thank you all for all your help that has got me this far
rach