Mark801
09-01-11, 02:25
Today , my gramma got a phone call that a relative passed away and ever since ive been freaking out. The person was elderly and was sick but Im still freaking out cuz all my relatives are talking about it and they're talking about funeral arrangements.
My heart has been racing all day, breathing is weird, tight chest, chest pains, off-balanced and my body literally feels like lead. Not to mention my acid relfux acting up as well. Its my moms birthday today and I cant even relax and enjoy the day with her and my family.
This is how it was last year before my anxiety went to its worse and I wound up in the hosiptal.
Im gonna be 21 in a few weeks and Im terrified if Im gonna get to see my 21st bday or not.
My heart has been racing all day, breathing is weird, tight chest, chest pains, off-balanced and my body literally feels like lead. Not to mention my acid relfux acting up as well. Its my moms birthday today and I cant even relax and enjoy the day with her and my family.
This is how it was last year before my anxiety went to its worse and I wound up in the hosiptal.
Im gonna be 21 in a few weeks and Im terrified if Im gonna get to see my 21st bday or not.