fairyclairy
10-01-11, 12:40
I know that sounds sooo stupid!!! But i had to ask to put my mind at rest...
I stayed at my boyfriends lastnight - i cant sleep anywhere other than my bed in my 'safe' zone.. so i was up pretty much most of the night!
I know i have to get used to staying at his house overnight so im just pushing myself through it... although i did have a panic attack at 6am this
morning....
I now feel absolutly knackered!!! I can feel the tension in my legs and arms and my whole body feels drained and heavy... i just want to crawl up and get in bed butttt, i have a hair appointment this afternoon!!
Im dreading it... im pancking about it, but i know i CANT run away from it!!
Im having a cut and colour so il prob be there over 2 hours (as its my friend who does it on the cheap for me so she just fits me in between other clients so it always lasts longer)
I dread the hairdressers - i feel trapped in the chair, you have to make small talk and pretend to be all happy and smiley and i always look around and everyone else feels so relaxed there... however, it is my friends salon who knows all about my panic attacks i know deep down that i could do out for some air... not that i would allow myself to do that!)
Im dreading it even mroe today but im already soooo tired - will anything happen to me because iv not slept?? I wont die or collapse or anything???
I know it sounds so silly but i feel so drained and energyless and i cant calm down because im worrying my body will just give up because its that tired.... (i normally sleep ok and only had one sleepness night)
Can anyone reassure me about this??
Hair appointment is at 2.30! Wish me luck :scared15: xx
I stayed at my boyfriends lastnight - i cant sleep anywhere other than my bed in my 'safe' zone.. so i was up pretty much most of the night!
I know i have to get used to staying at his house overnight so im just pushing myself through it... although i did have a panic attack at 6am this
morning....
I now feel absolutly knackered!!! I can feel the tension in my legs and arms and my whole body feels drained and heavy... i just want to crawl up and get in bed butttt, i have a hair appointment this afternoon!!
Im dreading it... im pancking about it, but i know i CANT run away from it!!
Im having a cut and colour so il prob be there over 2 hours (as its my friend who does it on the cheap for me so she just fits me in between other clients so it always lasts longer)
I dread the hairdressers - i feel trapped in the chair, you have to make small talk and pretend to be all happy and smiley and i always look around and everyone else feels so relaxed there... however, it is my friends salon who knows all about my panic attacks i know deep down that i could do out for some air... not that i would allow myself to do that!)
Im dreading it even mroe today but im already soooo tired - will anything happen to me because iv not slept?? I wont die or collapse or anything???
I know it sounds so silly but i feel so drained and energyless and i cant calm down because im worrying my body will just give up because its that tired.... (i normally sleep ok and only had one sleepness night)
Can anyone reassure me about this??
Hair appointment is at 2.30! Wish me luck :scared15: xx