Greg1983
27-03-06, 08:18
Yet again i enter another week thinking i'm going to die. Haven't slept well (but then agin i ain't slept a full night for the last 5 weeks).
Today it feels like i have pressure building up in my stomach (well just the top)keep thinking that this is going to effect my heart (stupid i know). I also keep getting really upset at times, frequent crying (doctors have diagnosed me with depression). Fell like i can't breath properley, feels tight and forced (i know i can, by the fact i haven't collapsed). Feel like my face is going to explode as well got what seems like a build of pressure there aswell and to cap it all off i have chest pains aswell (had these for nearly 3 months - think something would have happend by now) I have had loads of tests at the docs everything is fine, yet i can't stop thinking like i do. Just feel like i'm sending myself insane, like there is no way to stop feeling how i do, no matter what anyone says i still keep thinking the same way.
I have an appointment with the psychiatric nurse on Friday, so hopefully that will help.
"UNLESS YOU HAVE BREATHED ANXIETY, TASTED ANXIETY AND LIVED WITH ANXIETY YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS..
NEVER JUDGE AN ANXIOUS PERSON BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW ONE DAY YOU MAY WAKE UP WITH IT YOURSELF..... (Stolen from someone else, can't remember who, but i'm sorry - i just liked it)"
Today it feels like i have pressure building up in my stomach (well just the top)keep thinking that this is going to effect my heart (stupid i know). I also keep getting really upset at times, frequent crying (doctors have diagnosed me with depression). Fell like i can't breath properley, feels tight and forced (i know i can, by the fact i haven't collapsed). Feel like my face is going to explode as well got what seems like a build of pressure there aswell and to cap it all off i have chest pains aswell (had these for nearly 3 months - think something would have happend by now) I have had loads of tests at the docs everything is fine, yet i can't stop thinking like i do. Just feel like i'm sending myself insane, like there is no way to stop feeling how i do, no matter what anyone says i still keep thinking the same way.
I have an appointment with the psychiatric nurse on Friday, so hopefully that will help.
"UNLESS YOU HAVE BREATHED ANXIETY, TASTED ANXIETY AND LIVED WITH ANXIETY YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS..
NEVER JUDGE AN ANXIOUS PERSON BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW ONE DAY YOU MAY WAKE UP WITH IT YOURSELF..... (Stolen from someone else, can't remember who, but i'm sorry - i just liked it)"