StephieLane2105
18-01-11, 12:09
Hi there...... I have been suffering from Health Anxiety ever since I had my kidney removed unexpectedly 4 years ago. I take 20mg Citalopram, although just recently they are not working as well as they were.
If I am 100% honest, on saturday night, I took Mephedrone, not for the first time either.....It is only every now and again, and was not a lot, 1g between 3 people is nothing by some peoples standards.....however......now the anxiety is really hitting me hard, and I know that it is that.....I have made vows to myself that I will not take it again, I fi can just get through this bout of symptoms.....only problem is that I am constantly worrying that what if it is not just the Anxiety and I have actually done lasting damage??? ....My head feels cloudy....and heavy, like it's in a vice almost......(you all know what the first thought we have there is) ...brain tumor:-( I hold my hands up and say it was a silly thing to take considering how I can be....but I assure you it is not a problem, not even a habit..I can tell you for damn sure I wont be taking anything ever again!! Just need someone to tell me everything is oging to be alright I guess...... a lot to ask when it's self inflicted I suppose but, I don't know how strong I can be at the moment!
Thanks xxx
If I am 100% honest, on saturday night, I took Mephedrone, not for the first time either.....It is only every now and again, and was not a lot, 1g between 3 people is nothing by some peoples standards.....however......now the anxiety is really hitting me hard, and I know that it is that.....I have made vows to myself that I will not take it again, I fi can just get through this bout of symptoms.....only problem is that I am constantly worrying that what if it is not just the Anxiety and I have actually done lasting damage??? ....My head feels cloudy....and heavy, like it's in a vice almost......(you all know what the first thought we have there is) ...brain tumor:-( I hold my hands up and say it was a silly thing to take considering how I can be....but I assure you it is not a problem, not even a habit..I can tell you for damn sure I wont be taking anything ever again!! Just need someone to tell me everything is oging to be alright I guess...... a lot to ask when it's self inflicted I suppose but, I don't know how strong I can be at the moment!
Thanks xxx