bell23
22-01-11, 22:50
Hi All,
I've been suffering with intense feelings of unreality since I had a panic attack on december 5th, and its been crippling. I had to go to the doctors on jan 5th and he prescribed me citalopram which I have been taking since.
Its really strange it feels like I'm in a dream all the time and things don't feel real I can't ever see myself being the old me again, I feel lost? :( recently I've been having thoughts that I can't shake like why do we look like we do and humans are just skeletons with skin on etc which makes me scared in that I feel jumpy looking at people and the thoughts run through my head when I'm speaking to people. It makes me feel like I'm goin mad!
I can't see me gettin back to normallity I feel separated from reality. I have a son and one on the way a lovely girlfriend and I just want to be able to be a good dad! I don't deserve these crippling mental problems as I have never done anything wrong.
Sorry this note is a bit depressing but I have nowhere else to express my self. I hate the tought that others are going through this.
I've been suffering with intense feelings of unreality since I had a panic attack on december 5th, and its been crippling. I had to go to the doctors on jan 5th and he prescribed me citalopram which I have been taking since.
Its really strange it feels like I'm in a dream all the time and things don't feel real I can't ever see myself being the old me again, I feel lost? :( recently I've been having thoughts that I can't shake like why do we look like we do and humans are just skeletons with skin on etc which makes me scared in that I feel jumpy looking at people and the thoughts run through my head when I'm speaking to people. It makes me feel like I'm goin mad!
I can't see me gettin back to normallity I feel separated from reality. I have a son and one on the way a lovely girlfriend and I just want to be able to be a good dad! I don't deserve these crippling mental problems as I have never done anything wrong.
Sorry this note is a bit depressing but I have nowhere else to express my self. I hate the tought that others are going through this.