miniholly
01-02-11, 16:54
im really sick of worrying about lymphoma.
i've worried myself sick about lymphoma for just over a year and a half now and i'm really bored of it. everyone's reassured me i'd be very poorly by now if i had it.
i'm really scared as i have swollen lymph nodes which i've had for about 2 to 3 years now, they don't hurt and haven't changed in size and are also moveable. nurse has checked them and said if it was lymphoma it would be much more firmer and grow in size.
a few months ago also, about 7 months ago i went into a mad frantic and started googling lymphoma (stupid i know!) and it stated swollen spleen is a symptom with a pulled muscle pain. woke up the next day and had the EXACT same pain, everyone seems to think its muscle tension as it is a lot better since i stopped worrying about it so much but it's still there a bit.
i feel great, so why can i not convince myself i don't have lymphoma?
it's so bothersome, and lately i googled spleen pains again (i'm really obsessed with the spleen area) and pain down the left arm is one, woke up the next day had that too which comes and goes every so often have been very anxious lately.
i'm becoming so obsessed with lymphoma, i know by now i'd be very poorly and out of energy all the time but i can't help but think i'm one of the rare cases!
please help be somebody i've come so close to having a panic attack all day, what can i do to stop all this? :( xx
i've worried myself sick about lymphoma for just over a year and a half now and i'm really bored of it. everyone's reassured me i'd be very poorly by now if i had it.
i'm really scared as i have swollen lymph nodes which i've had for about 2 to 3 years now, they don't hurt and haven't changed in size and are also moveable. nurse has checked them and said if it was lymphoma it would be much more firmer and grow in size.
a few months ago also, about 7 months ago i went into a mad frantic and started googling lymphoma (stupid i know!) and it stated swollen spleen is a symptom with a pulled muscle pain. woke up the next day and had the EXACT same pain, everyone seems to think its muscle tension as it is a lot better since i stopped worrying about it so much but it's still there a bit.
i feel great, so why can i not convince myself i don't have lymphoma?
it's so bothersome, and lately i googled spleen pains again (i'm really obsessed with the spleen area) and pain down the left arm is one, woke up the next day had that too which comes and goes every so often have been very anxious lately.
i'm becoming so obsessed with lymphoma, i know by now i'd be very poorly and out of energy all the time but i can't help but think i'm one of the rare cases!
please help be somebody i've come so close to having a panic attack all day, what can i do to stop all this? :( xx