Mark801
02-02-11, 01:47
Hey guys. Hope evryone is doing ok.
I had such a bad experience tonight. I was in my last class for the day at since before the class I was a bit panicky. I guess it all started when I had this ectopic heartbeat that scared the life outta me. It was completely random. As soon as I stepped out of the class I had a huge burp that I felt coming up from my chest. The gas was causing me palps.
But in my last class I was really hungry and I was tired so me being hungry wasn't really helping. I kept on having bad thoughts that my blood sugar would go too low and I'd die or something worse.
As soon as class finished, I rushed out to get home. It was dark, lonely, it was cold, raining and I thought what if I die out here. :weep: Then came the huge panic attack where I couldn't breathe and my heart was really racing. I needed to take the bus to dsave money but I took a cab from the bus stop to get home and now I'm home more exhausted than ever feeling guilty and worthless.
Sorry for the rant, it's the only place I could rant. :weep:
I had such a bad experience tonight. I was in my last class for the day at since before the class I was a bit panicky. I guess it all started when I had this ectopic heartbeat that scared the life outta me. It was completely random. As soon as I stepped out of the class I had a huge burp that I felt coming up from my chest. The gas was causing me palps.
But in my last class I was really hungry and I was tired so me being hungry wasn't really helping. I kept on having bad thoughts that my blood sugar would go too low and I'd die or something worse.
As soon as class finished, I rushed out to get home. It was dark, lonely, it was cold, raining and I thought what if I die out here. :weep: Then came the huge panic attack where I couldn't breathe and my heart was really racing. I needed to take the bus to dsave money but I took a cab from the bus stop to get home and now I'm home more exhausted than ever feeling guilty and worthless.
Sorry for the rant, it's the only place I could rant. :weep: