Sparklebright
06-02-11, 21:21
2 weeks ago an argument with my partner was the straw broke the camel's back, 2 panic attacks followed, one whilst in court dealing with a case for work and the other in the office. I decided it was time to take control of the issue and to see the doc. She prescribed me citalopram in place of the beta blockers and suggested I had a couple of days off work to relax. I'm also having CBT
I came down with a minging cold last week as well as some weird effects from the meds, I spoke to the doc and she signed me off until later this week.
I know my colleague shouldn't have text me and mentioned work but I now know that one of my really important cases isn't being looked after as my manager is clueless and as a result I think i'm goin to go back to a race against time to get evidence into court :-( My Manager talks the talk but I'm really worried that when I get back I'm going to go back to a whole heap of rubbish.
I really feel like i've made really good progress over the last 2 weeks and am starting to feel a little more normal and I am scared that going back to work is going to tip me back the other way... I just don't know what to do or how to cope if this happens. Do I get signed off again until I know I can cope with this properly and risk looking weak and going back to an even bigger disaster or man up and go back?
Any advice would be great
I came down with a minging cold last week as well as some weird effects from the meds, I spoke to the doc and she signed me off until later this week.
I know my colleague shouldn't have text me and mentioned work but I now know that one of my really important cases isn't being looked after as my manager is clueless and as a result I think i'm goin to go back to a race against time to get evidence into court :-( My Manager talks the talk but I'm really worried that when I get back I'm going to go back to a whole heap of rubbish.
I really feel like i've made really good progress over the last 2 weeks and am starting to feel a little more normal and I am scared that going back to work is going to tip me back the other way... I just don't know what to do or how to cope if this happens. Do I get signed off again until I know I can cope with this properly and risk looking weak and going back to an even bigger disaster or man up and go back?
Any advice would be great