Janierich
07-02-11, 14:52
Hi all,
My name is Jane :) I am a stressed out 33 year old single mum.
Long story short, my mum and dad divorced when i was 12, I left family home at 15 due to not getting on with my mum and have been on my own and depressed since. Lots of failed relationships due to lack of trust ( If I can't trust my mum then who can I trust-silly brain of mine) Have moved around a lot trying to find 'home' so have been very unsettled for many years. Moved to Wales 3 years ago for a better life but still can't get happy. Am full of lots of self hate and negative thoughts and worry all the time. I try my best where my daughter is concerned to hide my emotional mess but it is very hard as she is going through puberty and tells me every day that she hates me and constantly back chats me. I went to see doctor this morning and she has put me on citalopram 20mg so fingers crossed I will start feeling a bit better soon. Found this site by accident - everything happens for a reason :)
My name is Jane :) I am a stressed out 33 year old single mum.
Long story short, my mum and dad divorced when i was 12, I left family home at 15 due to not getting on with my mum and have been on my own and depressed since. Lots of failed relationships due to lack of trust ( If I can't trust my mum then who can I trust-silly brain of mine) Have moved around a lot trying to find 'home' so have been very unsettled for many years. Moved to Wales 3 years ago for a better life but still can't get happy. Am full of lots of self hate and negative thoughts and worry all the time. I try my best where my daughter is concerned to hide my emotional mess but it is very hard as she is going through puberty and tells me every day that she hates me and constantly back chats me. I went to see doctor this morning and she has put me on citalopram 20mg so fingers crossed I will start feeling a bit better soon. Found this site by accident - everything happens for a reason :)