needshelp
08-02-11, 23:15
Good evening everyone,
Firstly i would like to say what a absoulte life saver coming across this page is..... a little about myself....I am a confident person who works in a customer facing job and have never had any self confidence problems ever...my real problem is this health anxiety...
Every single day there is something else wrong with me, ive been diagonsed with a acid reflux/ GERD but i cannot ever seem to accept anything my doctor tells me, the real biggest problem is google for me but its now as deept rooted as i cant even watch casulty on tele or if a ambulance goes past it makes me feel terrible if someone else is ill im pretty much nailed on to get all the symtomps... its starting to ruin my life, i have had about 8ecgs had my bp taken several times had blood tests everything and no one can find anything wrong, but im convinced i need more tests to get sorted, i cant do anything about it and its really scaring me, i am overweight now and i want to excersise but i cant because im worried i have a heart problem. i know in my head this is all rubbish but for some reason i cannot tell my brain that. i used to smoke and i woke up one day and never smoked again so i know i have the willpower to get over stuff, but i just cant get over this. i dont expect a miracle cure i just maybe need some resurance i dont know...this thinking i have heart diease is ruining my life
Thanks for listening!
Firstly i would like to say what a absoulte life saver coming across this page is..... a little about myself....I am a confident person who works in a customer facing job and have never had any self confidence problems ever...my real problem is this health anxiety...
Every single day there is something else wrong with me, ive been diagonsed with a acid reflux/ GERD but i cannot ever seem to accept anything my doctor tells me, the real biggest problem is google for me but its now as deept rooted as i cant even watch casulty on tele or if a ambulance goes past it makes me feel terrible if someone else is ill im pretty much nailed on to get all the symtomps... its starting to ruin my life, i have had about 8ecgs had my bp taken several times had blood tests everything and no one can find anything wrong, but im convinced i need more tests to get sorted, i cant do anything about it and its really scaring me, i am overweight now and i want to excersise but i cant because im worried i have a heart problem. i know in my head this is all rubbish but for some reason i cannot tell my brain that. i used to smoke and i woke up one day and never smoked again so i know i have the willpower to get over stuff, but i just cant get over this. i dont expect a miracle cure i just maybe need some resurance i dont know...this thinking i have heart diease is ruining my life
Thanks for listening!