becks xxx
09-02-11, 16:34
Past week or so i've really been having my low moments..
Roughly about a year ago if i never achieved something id hope to, id feel so disappointed in myself but now i feel like i can't be bothered with it anymore.. And everyone else e.g: family want me to overcome this more than i even do myself anymore. Has anyone ever felt like this?
Even tho i know deep down i don't wana be like this forever, nothing in me even can be bothered to fight it anymore, and i only keep trying every now and then cos i feel like im letting everyone else down if i don't. I'm so confused.
I started propranolol about 3 weeks ago, it hasn't helped at all, except slow my heart rate down. That's 1 symptom gone i suppose but with all the others i still feel no different.
Don't really know where im going with this lol...but has anyone ever felt like i said above? X
Roughly about a year ago if i never achieved something id hope to, id feel so disappointed in myself but now i feel like i can't be bothered with it anymore.. And everyone else e.g: family want me to overcome this more than i even do myself anymore. Has anyone ever felt like this?
Even tho i know deep down i don't wana be like this forever, nothing in me even can be bothered to fight it anymore, and i only keep trying every now and then cos i feel like im letting everyone else down if i don't. I'm so confused.
I started propranolol about 3 weeks ago, it hasn't helped at all, except slow my heart rate down. That's 1 symptom gone i suppose but with all the others i still feel no different.
Don't really know where im going with this lol...but has anyone ever felt like i said above? X