stevesinelgin
10-02-11, 17:08
hello my fellow nmp buddies! i would really appreciate your thoughts on one particular symptom that has been ruining my life since late 2004. for years now i have been constantly aware of the fact i've been breathing all my life! weird aint it? well to me, what should be totally automatic now mostly feels like its now something i have to 'remember' to do. This only came about when one year my meds stopped working due to a virus and the doctor i was under chopped and changed my meds and it got to the stage where i no longer felt my breathing was automatic....it is virtually impossible to describe because i often feel like im going to have some kind of seizure if i dont and this is terrifying....i can no longer go outside of my home town on day trips and part of me recons that deep in my brain that something has gone wrong....i used to think masturbating had burst tiny blood vessels in an important part of my brain, hence this bizarre feeling which makes me feel like i could just stop breathing anytime and going up town can be a struggle...im aware of everyone else not even thinking of their breathing and i just dont know if after 7 years that this will ever be fixed.....your thoughts will be greatly appreciated and BTW have been on sertraline 50mg for 4years or so...the first 2 were great and i did have more freedom but the last 2 has been so frustrating
Steve
Steve