Nutty
11-02-11, 15:33
Don't know what I am doing, don't know where I should be posting, I am all so very very confussed.
Some of you may know I constantly worry about my health, I am driving myself and my family to dispare. But my health isn't the only thing I worry about constantly. I constantly worry about money and wether I can afford anything and now I have had to have a loan for a car. My car is only three years old and is beautiful so now I have that to constantly worry about especially now that the three month warrenty is over, I worry is it making a noise, I worry about it breaking down, I have had a mechanic check it over and still I worry. Basically I am still worrying about money with the added bonus of a loan and an expensive repair. I have got myself into that much of a state about it my stomach churns constantly about an hour before I have to drive, making the whole situation of driving in my new car unpleasant.
I have also found a lump in my stomach which I am really worried about the doctor has checked it and I have to go to the hospital in a couple of weeks, so all in all my head is in constant unhappiness, and at the moment when I get home I lock myself in the bathroom having a bath and crying. My face is constantly numb and I find myself shouting at my husband at the littelist of things.
Sorry for the ranting but I do feel a little better now that I have released a little bit of my feelings. Does everyone feel like this?????
xx
Some of you may know I constantly worry about my health, I am driving myself and my family to dispare. But my health isn't the only thing I worry about constantly. I constantly worry about money and wether I can afford anything and now I have had to have a loan for a car. My car is only three years old and is beautiful so now I have that to constantly worry about especially now that the three month warrenty is over, I worry is it making a noise, I worry about it breaking down, I have had a mechanic check it over and still I worry. Basically I am still worrying about money with the added bonus of a loan and an expensive repair. I have got myself into that much of a state about it my stomach churns constantly about an hour before I have to drive, making the whole situation of driving in my new car unpleasant.
I have also found a lump in my stomach which I am really worried about the doctor has checked it and I have to go to the hospital in a couple of weeks, so all in all my head is in constant unhappiness, and at the moment when I get home I lock myself in the bathroom having a bath and crying. My face is constantly numb and I find myself shouting at my husband at the littelist of things.
Sorry for the ranting but I do feel a little better now that I have released a little bit of my feelings. Does everyone feel like this?????
xx