miss_moose
11-02-11, 21:02
I always feel "starving", i eat pretty much all day, and everything i do revolves around my eating, if i dont eat when i'm hugry, it quickly turns to a starving empty feeling, and if i still dont eat i'll retch or throw up liquidy stuff until i do eat.
In the middle of the night and mornings its worse, i wake up absolutely starving.
I'm really embarrassed about the amount of times a day a eat.
I have my breakfast, then an hour later i'll have some more toast or cracker breads.
And hour-hour and half after i'll have a sandwich.
Then i'll have 1 - 4 biscuits on the afternoon.
Before tea i'll have another slice of toast.
Then between tea and supper i'll eat more toast or crackers.
It's ridiculous, i have been battling with a fear of food so i mainly eat bread, crackers and cracker breads.
Ive only been having proper meals for my tea since january, and that does fill me up more than bread so i dont always have to eat as much after, i dont know if its all the bread and crackers i eat that just dont fill me up an keep me needing to eat.
But eating this quantity has only happened in the past 2 - 3 years.
I spoke to doctor about it a few years ago but didnt really think much to it and didnt seem concerned, just said it was probably "anxiety".
EDIT When i have a sandwich for my tea at 5:30pm, i usually need to eat at around 7:30pm and just a biscuit.
I've had a propper tea tonight at 5:30pm (mash taty with beans and sausage), its now 9:20pm and i still havent felt ive needed to have anything extra.
In the middle of the night and mornings its worse, i wake up absolutely starving.
I'm really embarrassed about the amount of times a day a eat.
I have my breakfast, then an hour later i'll have some more toast or cracker breads.
And hour-hour and half after i'll have a sandwich.
Then i'll have 1 - 4 biscuits on the afternoon.
Before tea i'll have another slice of toast.
Then between tea and supper i'll eat more toast or crackers.
It's ridiculous, i have been battling with a fear of food so i mainly eat bread, crackers and cracker breads.
Ive only been having proper meals for my tea since january, and that does fill me up more than bread so i dont always have to eat as much after, i dont know if its all the bread and crackers i eat that just dont fill me up an keep me needing to eat.
But eating this quantity has only happened in the past 2 - 3 years.
I spoke to doctor about it a few years ago but didnt really think much to it and didnt seem concerned, just said it was probably "anxiety".
EDIT When i have a sandwich for my tea at 5:30pm, i usually need to eat at around 7:30pm and just a biscuit.
I've had a propper tea tonight at 5:30pm (mash taty with beans and sausage), its now 9:20pm and i still havent felt ive needed to have anything extra.