bengalbabe
14-02-11, 12:15
Hello everyone, I am new to this forum, which is strange that I would be joining as I am now feeling strong enough to come off my citalopram 40mg daily for the past 6 years.
The bit I have decided is not right for me is the lack of emotion, I don't get excited, sad or angry and I enjoyed my emotions even if PA were scary, at least it was a feeling, I have none.
I use to feel so proud of myself if I had betten an attack, walked further rather than run away, stayed in the shopping line, from there it made me feel stronger, I don't get that any more...the pride has gone, my strenght has gone, I am just here going through the motions of a life, not really living it.
So I have decided to live again !!!:yesyes: sometimes it's going to be hard and scary but altleast I will be feeling something.
Well 6 days ago i went from 40mg to 30mg, just a few dizzy spells, but I think my propanalol helps with the control of the side effects...so here gose, I'm comming back to life....watch out world:yahoo:
Tammy....XXX
http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/images/nmp/misc/progress.gif
The bit I have decided is not right for me is the lack of emotion, I don't get excited, sad or angry and I enjoyed my emotions even if PA were scary, at least it was a feeling, I have none.
I use to feel so proud of myself if I had betten an attack, walked further rather than run away, stayed in the shopping line, from there it made me feel stronger, I don't get that any more...the pride has gone, my strenght has gone, I am just here going through the motions of a life, not really living it.
So I have decided to live again !!!:yesyes: sometimes it's going to be hard and scary but altleast I will be feeling something.
Well 6 days ago i went from 40mg to 30mg, just a few dizzy spells, but I think my propanalol helps with the control of the side effects...so here gose, I'm comming back to life....watch out world:yahoo:
Tammy....XXX
http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/images/nmp/misc/progress.gif