SET ME FREE
19-02-11, 22:28
Hi i am new here I'm 34 mother of two kids and have been experiencing different issues. I had my first panic attack 2 years ago and continued to have them for year, mine where night panic attacks and they were horrible, i ended up in A and E on several occasions, ive had 5 egs, all normal. I haveent had panic attack for 6 months but my fears have now moved to more general anxiety about my health, first it was lymp nodes, had a couple of threm checked at docs, scan, normal, have one in my neck that was checked doc said fine, but of course i dont believe them. Now my fear has moved to breast and bowel cancer worries. I checked my breasts, prod them and get terribly pasnickly thinking i can feel something awful. Cause i get IBS, i worry about bowel cancer and other day i prodded and pressed my stomach to see if i had any swelling, looked in mirror to see if both sides of my stomach looked and felt the same. Sometimes i check so much i waste hour in bathroom checking. Ive been on another website OCD uk, its quite useful but there are not many people on there with health anxiety. I just want to talk to other people like me?? I havent been to docs yet and dont have the courage to go. For me the mronings are the worst feel very low and moody when i wake up, then the worse part for me is getting ready in the bathroom, feeling prodding i hate it so much.
Thanks for listening.
L
Thanks for listening.
L