hallam11
20-02-11, 14:39
Hello,
Well I am feeling very bad at the minute because I got myself into a mess with someone at work. I met someone, he had a girlfriend but he told me (and others did too) that they were on the rocks and they would probably split up for good in 6 months when they're lease was up on their house. Now usually I would have still run a mile but I dunno I was very taken with him and just wanted someone so we slept together twice. Anyway I started to realise that something was up because he didn't text me back and made excuses.
Anyway on Thursday his girlfriend found out, she found condoms upstairs and apparently they don't use them because they are trying for a baby??????!!(I know on the rocks huh?) So she looked through his phone and found messages. A friend of mine at work guessed a few days before, she knows both him and his girlfriend but knows what he is like and promised she wouldn't say anything.
Anyway on Thursday she told me his girlfriend had text her asking her to go round because she knows something was going on, anyway to cut a long story short she knows and now he is blaming me for her finding out because our mutual friend found out and i didn't deny it to her. He sent me messages on Friday saying its best we don't talk anymore, that its my fault she found out, because of me and my feelings I have ruined his life, that i am too unstable for a fling or relationship, that I will drive any man away, i am too honest and so on. Anyway needless to say that having given my virginity to this guy and everything I am pretty messed up about it! I am feeling very sad and upset and just feel sick all day long. I have been stupidly upset and just can't seem to get over it all. I know its only been a few days but I just feel awful.
The worst thing is I feel like I should feel bad and that I deserve all of this and that i really am unstable and messed up in the head like he says.
What do I do?
Laura x
Well I am feeling very bad at the minute because I got myself into a mess with someone at work. I met someone, he had a girlfriend but he told me (and others did too) that they were on the rocks and they would probably split up for good in 6 months when they're lease was up on their house. Now usually I would have still run a mile but I dunno I was very taken with him and just wanted someone so we slept together twice. Anyway I started to realise that something was up because he didn't text me back and made excuses.
Anyway on Thursday his girlfriend found out, she found condoms upstairs and apparently they don't use them because they are trying for a baby??????!!(I know on the rocks huh?) So she looked through his phone and found messages. A friend of mine at work guessed a few days before, she knows both him and his girlfriend but knows what he is like and promised she wouldn't say anything.
Anyway on Thursday she told me his girlfriend had text her asking her to go round because she knows something was going on, anyway to cut a long story short she knows and now he is blaming me for her finding out because our mutual friend found out and i didn't deny it to her. He sent me messages on Friday saying its best we don't talk anymore, that its my fault she found out, because of me and my feelings I have ruined his life, that i am too unstable for a fling or relationship, that I will drive any man away, i am too honest and so on. Anyway needless to say that having given my virginity to this guy and everything I am pretty messed up about it! I am feeling very sad and upset and just feel sick all day long. I have been stupidly upset and just can't seem to get over it all. I know its only been a few days but I just feel awful.
The worst thing is I feel like I should feel bad and that I deserve all of this and that i really am unstable and messed up in the head like he says.
What do I do?
Laura x